Sitting at home tonight, I really wished I was married, I
feel so alone and lonely even though there are people around me, a melancholic
feeling which I can’t even explain fills me right now, and it just makes me
wish…
A lot of single ladies might not admit that sometimes it
hurts to be alone, but the fact is that it does, and yes, you actually begin to
consider that “bros” that you said no to, if for nothing else, just to have
somebody to call your own. I saw a couple at an event recently and they
appeared to be so in love that they seemed not to be aware of the world around
them and for just a brief moment, I felt the green, ugly head of envy and
jealousy stir up in me, and then I
wished…
There’s this saying that “I enjoy being single until I see a
couple in love” which to an extent is true. I do enjoy being single, but
sometimes, I feel like I would trade that singleness and every freedom attached
to it just to have someone to call my husband.
Having said that, I refuse to let that feeling push me into
a loveless marriage which is often the case too many times. We find a lot of marriages hitting the rock
because we give in to that “urge” and “need” to have someone to call our own.
I don’t know whether other people feel this way too, but as
a woman who enjoys being alone, sometimes…sometime, I just wish…
